now im really exhausted and getting bored about everybody around me.
i dont know on what im going to do now to get back as before..
maybe it is because of me.
of maybe not
decision has been made.
this is my decision
its time for me to make CHANGE for the whole of my life
no more gambling
no more numbers
no more playing.
no more facebooking
no more participating in any event
what i have to do now is
DEAL WITH THIS FUCKING SHIT..!!!!
and give a full concentration on my studies
"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy. for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another."